Hello world!  I am up and at it again.  I am still in the same condition and doing the same things as the last time I logged on and started to unload my thoughts by the syllabilistically syntaxed spasms of digits resulting in the product called typing.  There is far more to the exercise of typing than mere finger placement, spelling, and mental diction.  Funny to think that such exercises are not even a consideration of the plague of mental addictions that are available on the Internet in the form of various and sundry activities.

There are ways and means of making money to put bread and butter on the table.  It is highly unlikely that going onto the Internet would supply enough money to support a modest level and standard of living.  What does constitute a standard of living that is acceptable anyways?  Well, there is another variable in the factors of surviving successfully.  In fact, there are many more factors to be determined in establishing the level of a standard of living.

Consider a person who lives in a hovel as compared to a person who lives in a castle.  The two separate entities might possess the same capabilities of mental and physical characteristics.  But, the two are entirely different in accepting their circumstances and doing something about the maintenance of those circumstances for their own survival.  

So, what does all of the preceding have to do with the Internet, you might ask. The answer is that the Internet is the grand leveler of mental and physical characteristics despite the variances of actual circumstances.  No one sees what is behind the person who is sitting and typing away on a keyboard connected to a computer accessing the Internet somewhere in the great wide world.

This is how, where, and why behind hiding my disability on the Internet.  You wouldn't know a thing about me except for what comes out in the flow of information I supply in all of the games, programs, and pictures I upload to the Internet.  Some of that information is personal and private while most of it is meant for public consumption.  It is very hard to separate out what is and what isn't suitable for the various audiences that might happen across some of the more pertinent data flows I supply to the Internet.

Take for instance, the logs and directions I supply to be able to build with balsa wood or some other material.  It all adds up to a steady flow that can consistently direct and discharge the necessities of the activity essentials.  I don't doubt that there are a few who do depend upon the flow of instructions and pictures to show what the results of efforts should be.  

Perhaps I do set a standard of accomplishment by uploading information in the form of descriptions and pictures.  There is little doubt that anyone would be able to mimic my own efforts and even exceed my quality of work or substitute alternate materials to obtain superior results.  There again, we are back to the differences between a castle and a hovel type of circumstance.  And, perhaps one might replace balsa wood with maple or walnut wood to gain more of a quality in the end results.  No doubt either is that there would be a degree of effort to affect the same details and results in varying materials.  Hm.

I have thought of redoing one or more of the balsa wood scale model kits I have already built.  However, for one reason or another, I have yet to follow through with the efforts to do so.  Even so, I have made some of the basic calculations needed to construct a superior product beside the ones I have already completed.  I know now where and how to make little changes in the basic designs and plans of such remakes I have envisioned.

You wouldn't believe the amount of effort and time it takes to make a thorough examination of things to determine how and where there should be changes and to what effect those changes might have in the end results.  I have already spent half a dozen years to build about three times as many projects of one sort or another.  And, for every kit project I have attempted, I have also completed a highly detailed project from scratch.  That too, is one of my little accomplishments that I can blather about.  Again, hm.