LIBRA - The Harmonizer
> Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique
> appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. 
> Peaceful,
> generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily.
> Procrastinators.  Very gullible.
SO ME!  -------------------

i have ra,,not like the sun-god,,like the disease.

its  painful and its ruined my life-i have alot to say about it.

i take alot of pictures of the symptoms like swelling and prednisone face

i have had RA now for about 7 years -its been VERY active,and has robbed me of my life at this point-

i quit my job because i could not stand to work for 40 hours,,and i was almost dead by the time i quit working,,,i was on SO MUCH methotrexate and prednisone and  remicade (once a month) to keep me going, iyt felt like a overdosei finally fell apart and gave my job up because of that reason,,

also i was lookin; pretty bad so i was embarressed about my illness and in a working envioronment
(thats just not my style) i believe that if im gonna do anything- its gotta be perfect`-100%... or fuckit.

and everyone tells me that im either black or white,,i have no in between  -my bad-i need to work on accepting the gray areas of life- i cant keep everything in a catagory-becuze nothing in life is fer sure and thats fer sure.

i adore elvisP